Freudian slips. Walking. Purpose.

I'm so in love with the ambience of my apartment. It keeps me balanced. I've also realized I'm way too tired to post anything else. It's probably because my insides have been ripped out and been exhausting trying to hold them back in while smiling. What is it that I do thats worth saving? Or mentioning? What is the degree of truth that is used? It ( Read more... )

How do I get back to feeling good?

What's bothering me? Okay Emotional Guidance system... If I am feeling unhappy, it's because I am focusing on something that is against what I am working towards. So I need to 1. Recognize what's bugging me 2. Stop looking at things that are bugging me. 3. Recognize things that are making me happy.

So what bothers ( Read more... )

Its so different living in a place with seven giant windows than a basement suite with the one window cardboarded off! For one thing, being able to see the snow outside makes me want to go back to bed. However, the additional light makes me wake up way earlier. I adore my new place. Slow process of unpacking. I want to polish the floors soon. I may ( Read more... )

I like very much having a kitchen. I spent way to much money today in attempts to stock it so I can cook for myself again. Wonderful feeling but means the unpacking hit a hiatus. I've been making lots of tea just cause I can. It's the point in the evening that I wish I could just pop a movie in and chillax on my couch... However, I've not set up ( Read more... )

I'm losing my shit ( Read more... )

Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer ( Read more... )

So here I am, very much sick. Sick Sick Sick. Stocked up with Orange Juice, and Tissue, and Antibiotics and my blankets. I packed up my television, and movies, and games and most everything I own, so I grabbed my netbook in hopes of finding a movie to stream online. Success. I found 2012. Successful only to the point that I got to watch the first ( Read more... )

And for another night, I've awoke after only 4 hours of sleep. I want 5 more hours so I can wake up at 9 to call my doctor. Things have been rather stressful. I'm moving on Monday, was up for the GM position against the overly experienced, was brushed off for it, was up for it, sang with very little prep having not performed after 4 years, tests of ( Read more... )

I am really so very lucky to have the amazing people in my life that I do. I am going to try to sing for the Haiti fundraiser tomorrow at Club Paradiso. I've picked up the Karaoke cd to Cabaret. The damn good version was pricey but worth it. Had an amazing lesson besides feeling like I was breathing in sand particles. Life is good and I will sleep ( Read more... )