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life is shit and i now know this i cant belive that this has happened, well you know what i take that  back i can tottally belive it.  i knew it was going ti happen all along. but normaly when you know something is going to happen you preapare yourself.  or pretend to do so.  i cant even tell that lie that i was ready for this or that i was bracing ( Read more... )

ok you guys just a quick update my life has become so droll that i have to go to the library to use the internet to update my journal.  good thing its free or id be fluckd.  i still am at the same job straighting bitches and i think that they all hate me.  but that matters to me not.  i could care less about thatas long as they coem to work and ( Read more... )

ok so on my way to work this mornin' i think i saw a glitch in the matrix!  No SERIOUSLY!  I was looking at the light waiting for it to turn green (because of all colors a traffic light can be, green is my favorite)and in an instand it did turn green like they all do but as i was looking at it it was like watchign digital t.v but it was not just ( Read more... )

ok WOW i mean all i can say i "WOW" i am curentlly working my new job and i love it i am in a postion of power and i think that i am handling it pretty well considering that i cant tell up from down i just act really knowladgeable (spelling)  i have to write alot of things down because things move so fast here oh that reminds me ( Read more... )

quit my job today. it was really sad i got we'll miss you card from the teachers on my hall they seemed so sad to see me go.  i hated to leave but i had to that place was likesucking hte fucking life out of me.  i love thoes kids and it made me sad to leave. im not going to dwell on it because it will make me cry. as i was leaving the school a ( Read more... )

sup bithceees? ONCE AGAIN IM QUITTING AND STARING ANOTHER JOB CANT SEEM TO MAKE UP MY MIND ON WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFEim going to eb staring my new job on monday and im like crazy nervous. i get the feeling that these muthafuckers dont want me there but i tell you this much i want this job and for the moment i need the money. because ( Read more... )

alright well let see im still alive berely. this living shit is killing me. i cant pay my fucking bills with this piece of shit jobthat i have but i have made that major job to quit my job at hte schoolboard. and thats sad as shti caus i love that job but that shit pay peanuts and i need mo money mo money. so im bouncing. i got this job lined up ( Read more... )

WHATS UP BITCHEEES?! SO REALLY QUICK I DIDNT GET THAT JOB CUZ I WAS BLACK I WAS THINKING ABOUT CALLING HTE N AA C P ON THEM COCKCUCKING SUCKING MUTHER FUCKERS SO UUM YEAH THATS THAT. OK BYE I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY AND NO TIME BECAUSE IM ON SOMEONES ELSE COMOUTER

HOLY MUTHERFUKING SHIT SON ( Read more... )