Hands down I'm too proud for love
But with eyes shut, it's you I'm thinking of

Jump off a cliff cuz yknow baby I love you I love you a little bit

Hand me a sledgehammer. Bring me to an abandoned house. Pick me up in an hour

Sometimes when I'm alone, I get gripped by this paralysing fear that I am growing older and I can't stop it. Then I'm with my princess, or having a laugh with the closest of friends and suddenly everything's fine again. Transient temporary transitory. Something weirdly melancholic about this feeling.

The crumpled ocean is no boat trip, well, the dark water stole my clothing. A shape stirs beneath me, a pulse among bloodstreams, the first bite marks the beginning of the clotheless wrestle with the clotheless animal. Bare those teeth to me, man eater. You can see all of me, naked with fear. This is the test I left land for, to grip flesh and pull ( Read more... )

I love you. I still do. No amount of alchohol, substances or your proclaimations of a better life without me can take that away.

Everything must run it's course

I find it amazing that you can love and put up with a selfish little fucker like me. You have to stop travelling. This sounds so fucking impersonal. I hate technology for what it's done to intimacy. Any fucker can come up with a sweet line if he had an hour to think. I am guilty of that. I'm a slave to the heart of the keyboard and not my body ( Read more... )

Day Five ( Read more... )

Hi baby. Today was pretty much a pretty fucking useless day. I stayed up till noon eating macdonalds big breakfast(which i forced my mom to order) and watching the OC till I died. Woke up at 5:30 in the evening this time. Didn't pick ant up from the airport. Headed to bugis with hakim for abit to get some stuff altered. Rushed back to meet leon for ( Read more... )

Hi baby. It's 6:30 here in Singapore and I'm not tired plus I'm bored as shit. Today was the most useless day of all time. Woke up at six in the fucking evening and intended on going to Siglap to get a book. By the time I got there the fucking place was closed. Met Kevin at macs for abit and he drove me home. From the time I got home till now, I've ( Read more... )