I forgot about this
I am sure  the few people I knew have forgotten about me as well 
I have made little progress, chalk it up to drugs, and munchies lack of self control and and unnecessary  fasting that made me sick 
I have a cold like symptoms .. from all the mucus that builds up after a purge 
My throat is all scratchy and sore
I am really not even ( Read more... )

BINGED & GAINED

11/40...

so i am cutting my portions all week...

breakfast
egg whites 3 tbs -25
1 slice of canadian bacon -15

40...

I am going to have half laughing cow cheese for snack
small salad for lunch

the other half a cheese for afternoon snack and a salad some stemaed veggies and a small portion of fish for dinner

1/4 cup ricotta for ( Read more... )

I eat too much and my first reaction is to purge Its like I can feel it in moy throat refusing to go down. That is so hard to fight. I messed up today bad.. and that make me sad I was so hopeful.  I am not going to purge but I will be going on a mono fast for as long as my mother is away. She keep track of my eating so it's hard to not eat  exactly ( Read more... )

Ok I am playing this bag game, My contents are a bit different i suppose

( My purse )

Going gallivanting through the city today should be fun, My tooth was hurting me so I began to examine it and I realize that despite my best efforts the enamel at the back of my teeth is worn away, It's rather upsetting, But at my worst I was purging 3-5 times a day everyday. That kind of bulimia doesn't leave without scars I suppose. Its not the ( Read more... )

Ok so I have lost 8 of the forty pounds I want to lose. It makes me happy but I still have so much left to go its just annoying. At least I can say that I really think I have been able to shake my bulimic behaviors. I decided to stop being bulimic in September so its taken 9 months which isn't very long in the scheme of ed recovery, I am not saying ( Read more... )

I just made a customized mood thingy it took two hours. I used model pics and it is kind of hard to find model with real distinguishable expression most of them are just pouty lipped and their eyes look a million miles away.
just felt like sharing

I have lost 6lbs in about 7 days I should be happy, but who can I be when I lost 5 lbs withing the first 3 days. It has completely slowed down. So I am going to start working out a lot, I hope that will jump start the weight loss. Right now I am watching a program about and obese women who lost 300 lbs. And I am jealous... I am sick. I wish I could ( Read more... )

I FILLED THIS OUT FOR A COMMUNITY I AM IN BUT I FIGURED I MIGHT AS WELL POST IT HERE CAUSE I AM NEW TO LJ ( Read more... )

Summer is nice, you can relax and do nothing it is also really boring. I am going to clean like mad tomorrow, Just to give myself something to do. I am going to look for a job because that would be a good thing to have this summer. So I don't sit here waiting for my next meal to come.


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