and that sad thing would be having to come back to this shit hole residence and live here for another month or so. I hate it, its starting to overwhelm me
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hey marcie, if it makes you feel any better... i am of a fairly-widely-shared belief that you live on a floor mostly filled with petty, selfish, immature people who can't think of anyone but themselves. if you got along with them all really well, it would mean that you were one too... but you're not, so i think that makes you a better person. don't get me wrong, it's not everyone that's like that. but i think i know the ones that would be talking about you behind your back or whatever, and those are the ones that its not even worth putting in the effort to make them like you. you're a good person, I like you, and in a month you don't have to deal with them anymore. just try not to let it get to you so much... it's like letting them win. and they don't deserve to.
You know you are so right...they are like that! In every way shape and form...well the selct ones anywayz. Thank you... its great to hear from someone else and not just myself. Even tho it is a month, a month seems like forever right now. Or seems likes its taking forever, whereas the rest of the year went by super fast...not now. Deep down I do think I would be the better person out of this, thank you for seeing that too... Sometimes its just really hard not to let it get to me. But they are immature and selfish and you;re right I can;t let them win!!
i'm sorry that you must live in such horrid conditions baby, i don't like them much either. i'm sorry that i add to them on occasion and make you feel alone in this unforgiving shithole we have to call home. i just want you to know i love you so much and will always love you so much, even if i'm slow to show it or oblivious to things happening to you that i should notice. i had so much fun last night watching drumline, and blast the night before (YELLOW!!)...i hope we can keep our own little world a happy one so that we have a safe place to go to while we are trapped around such conditions.
I know how you feel sweetie...its just miost of the other people that I worry about. Lately everyone seems to make me feel like shit, no matter what i do or try. I feel depressed...I haven';t felt like this in a while...I've been depressed free since...ummm ya... and now i feel it again. Isn't it awesome how a good experience, or suppose to be, turns into a really really bad one. I always feel like everyone is judging me, that everyone doesn't want me around, that everyone is talking about me or making faces, or something bad...it hurts. Thats why I was different when u saw me before vocal methods today...becuz I feelo this way.
i don't want you to be depressed baby. just think of how much better next year living will be and all the fun we will have in the summer...walks on the beach at sunset and candlelight picnics under the stars and dipping our feet in the pool of water beneath the waterfall at rock glen (i think that's it's name...)....it will be a summer that will not soon be forgotten. just hold on until then my love, we will be happy...
You got it right...it is Rock Glenn..only with 2 'n's hehe...and we have to have a car to get there tho, which i'm sure we could do on a weekend before we went to work at night.
And there are events in May, my sis told me, so we will get money then too. And it is a full time job 7 days a week 10-6 in july and august...but we'll see what heppens with it...it would be up to me anywayz.
That sounds lovely, with the walks and picnics, and we could go to grand bend too...horse back riding...if u can that is. It will be good, as long as the rents agree!
But its just this crap here, till April 27th...thats over a month, like a kmonth and a few days. It stresses me out more then i need to be stressed out for. And juries are coming up too. And exams....but we still have to live ehre for that time..and thats what worries me...tremendously actually...i'm past my limit and i still have over a month left. I don't konw how i'm going to do it, or u either...
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you're a good person, I like you, and in a month you don't have to deal with them anymore. just try not to let it get to you so much... it's like letting them win. and they don't deserve to.
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i had so much fun last night watching drumline, and blast the night before (YELLOW!!)...i hope we can keep our own little world a happy one so that we have a safe place to go to while we are trapped around such conditions.
i love you so much baby.
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And there are events in May, my sis told me, so we will get money then too. And it is a full time job 7 days a week 10-6 in july and august...but we'll see what heppens with it...it would be up to me anywayz.
That sounds lovely, with the walks and picnics, and we could go to grand bend too...horse back riding...if u can that is. It will be good, as long as the rents agree!
But its just this crap here, till April 27th...thats over a month, like a kmonth and a few days. It stresses me out more then i need to be stressed out for. And juries are coming up too. And exams....but we still have to live ehre for that time..and thats what worries me...tremendously actually...i'm past my limit and i still have over a month left. I don't konw how i'm going to do it, or u either...
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