so i saw the wilco movie today and it really made me think about all those fucking record company bastards i think indie bands should never sign to a major label, its inevitable that they will get dropped by atleast their second album, it's just total sucide for a band.
im going to start being thankful for what i have and stop wanting the things i don't have i mean fuck monica im so dumb just.....let the chips fall where they may.
oh my gosh i was thinking how shitty the los angeles/orange county scene like is i want LITMUS GREEN back! haha
i remember when i was like 13 or 14 i would go to the showcase and see those $5 punk shows...good times! i'd slip in puke, got the heimlich maneuver from a skinhead, convince squatters to go home... gosh, i was so cool then! i had a life
update on my life: i've been feeling really shitty lately. i really like Opal and the Cowboy Junkies. i also think i'm growing a habit on Trazodone, I can't sleep without it. I'm tired of everything. And yeah, it's about the music.