Bummer Department. Was almost a gold night.

Down, down, down six feet deep with nothing to eat but the roots of the grass that used to be under my feet
and it's easy to forget what I used to be
a great, great man who sailed the seas
with land in sight and no fear to fight
little did I know I'd be buried under the grass we now grow

Fuck. You.

Thanks for leaving me in the dust. I definitely know what the fucking desert feels like. Hot. Barren. And lifeless. Makes sense why you like it so damned much.

Or so I thought.

Holding hands is so powerless.

Man. She keeps breaking my heart. It sucks. Every place reminds me of what we used to do together. Every picture captured two mannequins, plastic smiles and irreversible postures. But your eyes never lied. Maybe there was love, somewhere. Now there's only the aftermath from the desecration of a relationship bound to sink from the beginning. The ( Read more... )

And it wasn't worth a fucking minute of anyone's fucking time. Actually, I came to rant and pillage the fuck out of this entry, but I'm not that mad anymore. Weird. I'm smiling. A devilish one it may be, but who the fuck cares?

Put our love on display
It'll make history

Fuck. Everything.

It's not a joke. I fucking hate being played. It's fucking stupid. Maybe it's my fault. But it's NOT my fault when people don't fucking own up to their own fucking actions. Shitty actions, humbling actions, positive actions...it doesn't fucking matter. It fucks everyone up. FUCK. I don't care enough to be articulate in my vocabulary, so brunt force ( Read more... )

Hungry. Tired. I just want to rage with some company this time...

What is distance? What does that mean to you? Distance to me is much like age, just another number.

I don't get it. Never in my life will I be as happy as I want to be. Ever. Fuck this shit. Money makes the world go 'round and I am 'rounding the turn to an early psychological grave. I don't even really know what I'm talking about...well...you don't. But I do. And it sucks. I hate yearning for something that is waay off in the distance. Tension is ( Read more... )