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Today was lovely. Work form 9-4 which in a way kinda sucked because it was BEAUTIFUL outside. After work tho I went home for about 2 hours, then KAYLEIGH called me and asked if I wanted to go to the gym, so that was the plan right…WRONG the gym closed at 6 on SATURDAYS so we (kayleigh jillian, and I) ended up going for a walk and saw a lot of ppl ( Read more... )

I hate school, I absolutely despise the environment, The teachers are all terrible and decide to “change their ways” for the last frickin 20 some days we have left in this hell hole. I actually work on my homework get so frustrated with how they’re going to be grading and I put it away after about an hour. I want to graduate next year. I wonder if ( Read more... )

i absolutly had one of the best days in a while.  ahhh so fun!!! work was switched which made everything happen differently and i love it!  my car is wonderful, lol dont ask it had a lot to do with how good my day/night was. Theres only 2 more episodes of The OC. How TERRIBLE i think i might just cry, then ill get over it for a while.

Goona go~
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Well. I have time to write in here now since I skipped school. Things have been so busy lately with work, school, going to the gym. Yesterday I spent some time with my mom we went to target, then out to lunch. She got me a new rug for my room, a cute shirt, and a few other things. Then lunch was so good, I had the best salad I’ve ever had. ( Read more... )

Today was so pointless, lunch SUCKED HORRIBLY. whoever the hell i owe money ill try to have it tomorrow. i need a job a car and my 16th birthday to come so i can get the hell out. this weekend i want to spend a ton of time with my boyfriend. i have like 2 weekends left before he goes on mid winter break and once hes gone im goona cry for hours. i ( Read more... )

I really haven’t written in a long time…a lot has happened. Christmas, New Years, Break…

Break:

I was sick the last 3 days of school so I wasn’t able to go to school and I had to go to the hospital, which SUCKED. I hate it there, there’s like a million people coming in to bother you, and the needle the stuck in me was HUGE and It hurt like hell. ( Read more... )

You have no idea what I have, how can you even say I can do better when you don’t even know how great it already is. I hate high school for one reason, that is how judgmental people are, when really it’s none of their business anyway so why bother to worry about it??

that’s all I have for now~really take some time to think about it

I just finished the last chapter in my life. IM OVER YOU COMPLETELY.

So now it’s time to start the next one…I hope to find a guy that I can really relate to.

• That I can talk to about anything.
• That will be there for me.
• Hold me when I’m alone.
• I’m so alone right now.
• Are you out there??? Please find me.

So I really feel the need to UPDATE since I haven’t in such a long time.

First of all school it alright, nothing to wonderful going on there and I definitely want to get out right now. Umm lets see, art is fucking retarded I hate that I have a frickin B+ in there ohh same as chemistry, 88.1% which better at least be an 89.5 by the end of the ( Read more... )