I can’t even believe what a relief this is. I am starting to feel like myself again, if not better. All week I worked out in the weight room, and I’m really happy with the results so far actually, I’m kind of surprised. On another diet, but this one is more like to tone my body not really lose much more weight. I’ll take it s l o w this time.

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things are so messed up right now, i dont even know whats going on, all i know is im sad ALL the time.  i dont want to be around people, i dont want to talk about it. then i think how will this solve anything, and i know it wont.  but at the same time i know i just cant talk about it...its so personal, so intense, so not how my life has ever been ( Read more... )

i decided its really time to find someone. someone new, someone i would never even think of.  are you out there???

i spent my weekend free of friends, it sucked, i babysat my little cuz which was fun shes SO cute. then i did boring chores, homework, and ohh yeah WENT TO TARGET.

Amanda, we need to do something nexty weekend and i want to talk ( Read more... )

All I can think of is you. Our last evening together, and how incredibly wonderful you really are. You are truly my everything because you are the only one who knows me, I mean really knows me. Not one left out detail, not one unshared moment. Just pure and honest. That’s our relationship, pure and honest. Something not many people have, ( Read more... )

So im not even sure what to think about basketball anymore, im out untill 10/10 cuz of my foot, hopefully earlier.  Im not happy with the way were being treated, and its making me feel like shit every single day.  they always say stuff like we'll never amout to anything, and we have no futures in bball, and we put in no EFFORT or CDC, which ( Read more... )

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looks like i have a ways to go.

You are my everything, my world. You are the reason for all of my tears, but you have that funny way of making them stop. You are ALWAYS there whenever I need you. Gosh I swear I love you. The thought of you makes me feel as though anything is possible. I want to be with you, I wonder if you feel the same. Most of all I wonder if what we talked ( Read more... )

First of all im not sure if anyone will understand this, bu ohh well cuz it doesnt matter anymore...nothing matters anymore.

I feel like everrthing i've done up to this point has been meaningless. Like if i had another chance, to go back and re-do everything i definitly would.in a heartBEAT. i want so much not to be angry or upset with you, kevin. ( Read more... )

Im really happy with the way my journal turned out!

Sam~thanks so much for the codes.

Aside from that, my day was really good, the bball car wash was so much fun!!! I wish i could have gone to emilys tonight, sorry emm...i wanted to call but i was real smart and left the number in the car...whoops!  I feel so dumb sometimes.  I got in a really big ( Read more... )

Ok, I have a lot of time to write now, so here it goes…

Schedule:

ADV.Chem~Payne

Art in Design~Weber

Aerobics~Caie

English~Pinho

History~Grattan

Int.2Math~Doyle

Anyone have the same stuff??? Lemme know!

Now to more important things…

I made JV bball! OMG, I think we have a really good team this year. I also think this season is goona be so much fun ( Read more... )