well, it is another update. don't worry kiddies its not on the darker side like i been doing. just a normal update, well as far as the standards of the livejournal community goes. i guess. well life has been going good, which is always good. july 1st was my birthday i was up in bay area, thanks gabi for cuming up with me. then i came down on friday ( Read more... )

I had this weird inside to my life. Is this the circle I'm gonna run with for the rest of my life? it seemed so clear and so dark as the night sky. I saw how life will wear us all down, and we'll all be stuck, and all give in, just go with it all. We'll all get paired up and just but content with what we have in front of us, but long for something ( Read more... )

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worried, sad, confused, lonely, losted, disappointed, let down all these feelings have numbed my brain to utter stupidness. not caring and giving up always seems like the best thing for me to do. worried, how long i can fool myself. never seems like i can do it for long. money, power, laws all of which mean lil to nothing to me, make me sick, but ( Read more... )

the world might come to a end!! i'm updating twice this month!!! thats a new world record, i believe. well i woke up today and i felt like being productive. so i figure what the hell i switch up the old livejournal, i change the colors just in case you didn't notice. i don't want you people out there, coming to my page and being like ahhhhhhh what ( Read more... )

jesus christ i don't even know how long has it been since the last time i have updated this mutha. i decided to treat all you livejournal junkies out to an update!! and plus i'm a lil bored. hahaha i know all of you out in the live journal world are wondering, man did Daniel die? or did that fuck finally get arrested? or did he finally flee the ( Read more... )

i finally doing an update. crazy. i wasn't gonna update today, but i was readin journals and i felt i should update. life has been crazy to say the least, but fun too. just been hangin out with the homies, kinda of being listin M.I.A., haven't been really feel like hangin out with alot of people lately. me and booze haven't been seeing eye to eye ( Read more... )

i'm such a fuckin crack head.. i forgot my password... but even at that i probably wouldn't have updated since right now...hahahhaa... well i just got back from the east coast, i was there from friday-wednesday, it was really nice to get away from this place..it been killin me here..and it was nice to comeback to "home" and be greeted with crap!! ( Read more... )

day 3 saturday: woke up in a drunk haze. jesus christ!! where the fuck am i, who are all these swine around me!! what kind a drunken orgy did i get myself into. rack'd my mind to tryin to make sense of all these madness, i got think about last night? fuck i only remember up intill i took the e and threw up in the sink!!, well not in gabis room or ( Read more... )