so I been home since thursday afternoon, finals week was alrite, went out twice with my friends, had a great time. I had fun thursday just haning out at my house chilling, last night was amazing, I went out to budakhan with 9 friends from school, holy shit the food was great. so thats that, my life has been going great so far, finally the bullshit ( Read more... )

hooray for final exams all week, should be fun.

I hate life. It just sucks, I know that it was its ups and downs however I've been in the down for a very long time and frankly I am sick of it. Just when I think everything is getting better, I get dropped down hard to the bottom and life is shit once again. I need this christams break to come to just get away from everything. I've put up so much ( Read more... )

this semster will never end...

once again I find myself in another restless night. Just when I think everything is going fine, its not. I think I can move on with my life knowing I will never regain what I use to have. No matter what is going on, I just cant let go of it all no matter how hard I try. She ignores me, doesnt talk to me anymore. I've given up on trying at this ( Read more... )

the past days have been interesting. Its amazing how life can change or something can hae a small impact on you and change everything else down the road. Well my ex never made it to the mixer last night, oh well I left early anyway because of a written russian exam today. I also gave blood this morning, made me feel good, nice to know that I saved ( Read more... )

just a quick addition to my previous entry. My mom drop by out of nowhere and we had few beer bottles laying around from last nights football game. So she comes in the apt and sees the bottles on my desk, it was just bad, she was pissed but I said they were my roomates and his friends. I hate this, why can't she accept the fact that I do drink and ( Read more... )

today went a little better. I went swimming which helped me release some anger, good form of excercise. Maybe it'll help me sleep better tonight since I really havent slept in a while. Classes went alrite today, nothing too big happened, I need to study but with my head like it is, no way that is happening. I have a mixer with my ex's sorority ( Read more... )

So today went by ok I guess. From the looks of it my ex hates my guts and I dont blame her. It hurts me inside though to see such a good thing go, I guess I clinched too hard, tried too hard, and in the end ended up losing it all. Eagles won today which was nice, kinda a dent on a happy side of the week. Its just has been a bad week and even a ( Read more... )

so I decided to write an entry just because my life is going down the drain, its all my fault and its just too much to bear at the moment. This whole semester has been nothing but fights between me and my ex(kerri) and my mom and everyone around me. Everything I attempted I failed at, misreably, I came into school having my own place, a gf, and in ( Read more... )