I think i just did something really stupid.

1. Graduate Highschool
2. Get into Juilliard
3. Do artwork, take pictures
4. Keep a penpal
5. Win an award

So, I went and saw rent today with the drama people. Really though, I was glad it was such a small group...I hate how i'm treated by people in the club. Surface laughs. Minute alliances. Bullshit ( Read more... )

Thanks Tony for commenting on the essay, i turned it in today. But yeesh, i hadn't even thought that they were on eastern time. If i had turned it in an hour later it would have been late! Now i've only gotta get the audition nailed. about 1 in 50 gets in...blah, but hey, that could just be me ( Read more... )

my essay for Juilliard, due today. Any comments welcome ( Read more... )

I AM: Jessica Arielle ( Read more... )

some days are bad, some are good...today was good.

Fun day at school, then went to see "Fools," a really...odd play. cows? spanking? just odd.
then went to Dennys and messed around.

boink.

I left my computer playlist on when i left and it was still going when i came back.
I have lots of music.

What the fuck am i doing? Today was shit, and i'm beginning to really hate going to school, and i'm allready falling behind. ugh, i just need something to take my mind off of...all of this.

The moment when it's just starting to stop raining, and the light shines off everything and I breath in that rain smell, and think that the world is going just fine...

I wish I could breath in moments like that and make them last forever.

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