I have not posted on this internet journal in over three and a half years. I read some of my old posts and almost laughed at myself. Almost. The things I worried about then have no bearing on my life now...only 3 years.
What will the next 3 years have in store?

am i going to be that nice guy to steal on? 
    you know, sometimes i wonder if finding that special person is really worth the stress.  i felt at some points that i had really found someone to be with, but to be honest, never so much as now.  it hurts when you like someone so much, but they have to be so distant.  not even of their own accord, ( Read more... )

It's been a very long time since I've updated this thing. Many things have changed. People I thought I would be friends with until the end of time, are no longer friends; people that I didn't expect to ever talk to or have relations with, are some of my best friends. I've changed schools, ideals, and physique. I still hold my job at Domino's ( ( Read more... )

Being grown up
Isn't half as fun as growing up,
these are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters is following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

-To every guy that says I love you ( Read more... )

Feeling down ( Read more... )

Man, I don't think anything could mess up this day, seriously. It's raining, making it cooler, and TCU beat OU on their own turf. HAHAHAHAHAHA....no offense Toads, but when TCU beats the 2nd-rated team in the nation, you know they're going to do like CRAP. Oh man...good times, aight, I'm out.

I haven't really posted in a long while. Many things have happened in the last few months. I changed colleges. For those of you that don't know, I'm now going to Texas A&M Corpus Christi...(lame). On the bright side, though, Derek is also going there for this year or semester, not sure, and I met some cool people. So hopefully some fun times ( Read more... )

i haven't played chess in a long time, i miss it. any challenges?

It's a feeling, undimensional.
A wont cosmic commodity,
game of boast and oddity:
Love Unconditional.

Times lacking happiness,
depression freely reigns.
Embolden with sensual partitioner,
sex heartlessly feigns.

like i said...not finished, it'll take a few days of writing to get it done