I can't just sit and cry or think of solutions to problem that isn't mine. I can't be putting myself through the stresses at all times - it just makes it harder. I talk to friends to vent and for insight, but it only helps so far, because the true way to help yourself comes from yourself. So I workout and think. It's moments like this where I ( Read more... )

Last Sunday, the day we get back to college from winter break and the day after our 4 month anniversary, my boyfriend eventually broke up with me. I am a female that had just recently turned 21 after new years and my current ex is turning 21 this thursday ( Read more... )

So Greg came over last night a little later than I expected, because I knew he didn't have homework or anything since it was Friday, and something was bothering him. He wouldn't tell me what though -- when I asked him initially he said, "just people and school". I become a bit distressed over the fact that he won't tell me what happened. So we ( Read more... )

I have a test in Horticulture tomorrow, which I should be studying for, but i don't have the will power to do so right now. I'm so distracted it's pathetic... and why am I so distracted? Oh, just him of course. (Yes, that is pathetic -- a guy is actually distracting me from my studying for exams ( Read more... )

I haven't really written an entry in quite a while, so I felt like I should. Plus, I've been having some horrible PMS since Friday, causing me to have some mild negative emotions and providing me some irrelevant thoughts. So if parts of this is likely to be false ( Read more... )

It is now my second Saturday night in Macomb and I'm choosing to stay in... so far that is. If I get a phone call in the next few hours of some little house party I may consider making an appearance, but otherwise I'm done for the night. Its kind of funny that I have basically gone out every other day this week and then once Saturday comes I'm ( Read more... )

This is a little update on how I've been at WIU for people back home and people from back home that have also left... and just all readers that want to catch up on my life I suppose. I sent the parents an e-mail earlier today, so I figured I'd do a blog too ( Read more... )

Why must guys always come at the WORST possible timing??? ALWAYS ( Read more... )

Where is the line drawn between having a guy around for benefits and then him actually being interested in more??
How to tell??

I don't care too much and I shouldn't really think about it too much since I wouldn't see any future in it anyways, but I still wonder...

I think it's ironic how a person can be so excited about something, but when the time comes they get a little depressed and scared because they don't know what's coming ( Read more... )