Fascinating.....

Please give me some sort of sanity.

I feel as though I am in some sort of vortex that is sucking everything I know from my body.

Someone is missing and I have no idea where they are.

I'm in love with a phantom.

I'm crying.

.... metaphorically so.

So I've decided to pick back up on this silly thing. Though most of my friends on here are long gone, maybe it will continue to be the good outlet I once found solice in.

Though the writing style might have matured a bit, since I won't be on here oogling over my boyfriend, or in that case, ranting about him for the time-being ( Read more... )

*To my dumbshit ex who thinks he just call me whenever its convenient for him... i don't want anything to do with you, why can't u understand that? You've been the worst person I've ever had in my life, you ruined the girl who used to be me with your lies and deception. What makes you think I'll want to have anything to do with you? Either you're ( Read more... )

Time for a new Elish.... certain current events in my life have made me utterly repulsed by most people who call me their friend. I am dead tired of being walked all over. I'm tired of drama and people fucking up my life.. Theres only me to blame anyways since so far I've been letting them... but no more. Now I realize why there aren't anymore ( Read more... )

My friend Jackie made me realize that I have been doing a lot better. She said that the way I dealt with all the shit going on since the break up was better than she could have and a lot of other girls could. It just made me think that I am doing what I need to do. I have extracted the poison that was killing me. I've noticed I don't really have ( Read more... )

Ok.... so explain to me why right when I'm finally doing alright... my ex calls me at 1 in the morning to talk about his relationship problems and then asks me to drive to his house, where noone is, to sleep over??? I'm sorry... but something is not right with this scenario. After I proceeded to tell him exactly what was wrong with him, he hangs up ( Read more... )

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Well sorta... I did move. Hopefully this new move was for the best. I had to get out of the old situation. To many memories, shitty roomate... I had to escape.. I was doing alright. My roomate left for the weekend and now I'm here alone... which never ends up well. I've been trying to keep myself busy... and have been doing a good job so far. The ( Read more... )

Ok.. I stand corrected. I saw Josh's results today... and if he explained it to me right, he is clean... I will admit I made a false accusation on that part.... but he still is a cheater and a liar... that I will not ever budge on. But atleast hes a clean liar.... Still doesn't mean he isn't a carrier and gave it to me... so I'm still getting ( Read more... )