today started off with a hungover, silly birthday breakfast

but then it got interrupted by a fracture and a scream

divorce is such an ugly word.

i know it sounds stupid, but i feel like my entire existence has been negated.

maybe its selfish, maybe they are stupid, maybe it was just a long time coming.

i will never ever be like them.

Never.

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okay...so i know i said i was bound and determined to ask her when we head back up north...however...the finances that will allow us to go up north now interfere with me buying the ring...so i'm either waiting till her birthday in mid october..or our 1 year in december, even though that is way tooo damn predictable ( Read more... )

and it pisses me off. i don't wanna go, i don't i don't i don't ( Read more... )

and i probably am ( Read more... )

So yes...we leave for Lake Mead in less than two hours, and won't be back til Saturday ( Read more... )

i should be super excited, i get a much needed break, we're going to a beach bonfire tonight....but somehow i feel crappy ( Read more... )

But i don't know what to do.

And i don't have much to say.

Oh well...an hour more and then i go to the dentist.

Oh hooray!

Not.

Why can't i just never leave my apartment.

I'd be so much happier.

And drunk.

So school is over, but i'm still rather busy with work and trying to have as much fun as possible....here's the rundown of the recent past and the near future ( Read more... )

Come one, come all, spring semester is here ( Read more... )