For the first three people who reply to me and re-post this challenge, I will send you something. It might be something I've made, or something cool from my hidden stash, it might be a mix CD - or a rubber duck, a book I think you will enjoy, or something else that is awesome. Whatever it is, I promise that I will get it to you in 365 days or less ( Read more... )

i have a job interview at guitar center. it's not as cool as the record store in downtown dearborn, but it sure beats food services. plus i'll meet cute boys in bands. i'm a sucker for anything acoustic ( Read more... )

man, i can't go see brand new. this fucking BLOWS.

on the bright side, i'm clean. and in long term treatment, probably for the next six months or so.

seriously though, the brand new situation is killing me. i'm so frustrated. they better come back soon, or else i'm going to straight up DIE.

i am done. really, really done.

since when do i get to make out with unbelievably hot boys? maybe he's not way out of my league... still, this probably won't end well ( Read more... )

dude, ever since i read Scar Tissue i've had a serious thing for anthony kiedis. he's a former junkie, an awesome musician, and ridiculously hot. sure, he may have hep c, but i'd still bone him. for sure.


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so, long time no update, huh. uh, nothings really new. i hate my life, i'm fat, blah blah blah. i'm considering going back to rehab, if for no other reason than i can't afford to be a fucking drug addict. drugs are expensive man, and after a while it starts costing more than you bargained for. we'll see what happens. our insurance company will ( Read more... )

"if you want to keep using, then you can get your whorey, druggie, smokey ass out of here."

my dad isn't going to put up with this anymore. even if it causes my parents to get a divorce, he isn't going to put up with it.

i wish i had the balls to kill myself.

my philosophy professor is so hawt. he dresses cute, likes foreign films, listens the shins, and has actually heard of the comas. he also, apparently, has no qualms with dating students. i'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing. we'll see ( Read more... )

there are too many memories here. i need to go some place new, some place that doesn't make me sad. i know that it will probably get ruined eventually, but here hurts too much.