So, I've recently come to the conclusion that I will be single for awhile. It's easier. I keep thinking that I should try to date, but even that thought just seems like a waste of time. Dating leads nowhere except to hurt feeling eventually, and I just don't want to deal with that right now. So yeah ( Read more... )

You know, As I sat here, commenting on an LJ friends recent post, I started reflecting on my life over the past 3-4 years. I've been doing that a lot lately, actually. I'm getting reacquainted with old friends I haven't talked to since high school (ah facebook), and having to quickly recap the past %20 of my life. Its astoundingly easy, seeing as ( Read more... )

Thats right, Ive got my very own lappy. If you dont know what a Lappy is (hint: Lappy 486) then you clearly have never been to homestarunner.com, and clearly need to go. Anyways, for those of you who dont know and wont go, (ha, rhymes) I finally got myself a lapop. Its nice, too. 160 GB hard drive, 1GB RAM, Built In CD/DVD burner and a camera. not ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. Biloxi, Mississippi. Ive been here about 3 weks now, and its alright. Compared to basic training, its f'ing heaven, but compared to normal life, its a little more restricted. I have a curfew until mid-july of midnight on the weekends and 10pm on nights that i have class the next morning, so that kind of sucks. I have to keep my ( Read more... )

Well, This is the last update for awhile, at least for about 2 months. Tomorrow I go to the hotel, and then I leave on Tuesday for basic training. I'm getting a little nervous, but I'm also a little excited to go. 4 months of waiting and telling people was good, it helped me prepare myself mentally for this, as well as physically. Its crazy. One ( Read more... )

So... Its April. And I never came home in february. Whoops. SO yea... Definitely need to update more often. But tomorrow marks 15 days remaining until I depart for Basic Training. yay? I'm ready for it though. so much going on lately... I got kicked out of my dads house... that was fun. It was basically about money, and him having his own version ( Read more... )

A - AVAILABLE: Well, I'msingle, but I'm taking myself 'off the market' so, no ( Read more... )

Hello and good tidings to all... and your kin ( Read more... )

I could put this in a cut... but I dont post that often. So, heres a big long entry to clutter your friend page ( Read more... )

So... this has nothing to do with anything really, and yet... everything to do with everything...

Ive realized: We all NEED pain. pain, sadness, anger, negativity. We all need it. And when we dont have it, we crave it. Thankfully our minds control this, and let us become negative when we've had too much positive.

If this doesnt make sense, I want ( Read more... )