Even the Earth is wobbling on it's axis; nothing is steady. I use this to comfort myself, to douse the sharp flare of shame as I stagger across the carpet to smite the alarm clock my salty, swollen index. Humans were never meant to jerk about so spastically. We should all feel just absolutely rotten considering our fantastically huge fall from ( Read more... )

I'm getting old. I'm growing fat, stupid, and accustomed to regularity. We need to get out of this place. There is nothing to be afraid of when you're always bored. Nothing is obvious when your eyes are always half closed.

I don't know why I need to continually demonstrate my aptitude for failure ( Read more... )

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The dog's desperate, hopeless wailing bark pulled me out of bed a few minutes ago, out of concern for his safety. No dog has ever managed to sound more like a small human girl who has gotten her leg caught in a bear trap and might never see her mother again. Fucking beast, putting me through that. Now I'm hunched and shivering before this glow-box ( Read more... )

I want to do nothing before I die
I want nothing to show for it
And no one to cry.
Cold eyes, cold bones
Razors can dull on the sharpening stones.

getfitgetfree.

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My hands start to shake when I approach the crumbling brink of my cortex. It's a rickety, wet precipice and just over the edge is what can only be the total and obvious explanation for everything I've ever felt. I see it in my mind, a quarry vast as all hell and brimming with righteous platinum thumb tacks, each one warm from Hephaestus and ( Read more... )

Ah drivel drivel drivel, that's all I'm worth. Someday this leaking cortex will be a warm liquid bath to a host of rapidly evolving ideas and, eh, frequencies. Primordial ooze. That's a gem right there, ooze. But then, what could be further from a precious stone than brackish muck? Nevermind ( Read more... )

Can you hear that? That long, low wailing dirge - the terrible cacophony that is Earth hurtling through space at unfathomable speed? Loud and horrifying, its like the ocean in a shell ten billion fold and only a whisper.
I can't. Not today, anyway. *

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I need more flannel, less bad noise.