Ever have one of those days where strange, random stuff kinda happens? Hmmm well let's see. A sweet little guy I know got a busted head after getting run over by a car. Mama king found my "sugar pills" and asked me about them. Confusion over small jealousy that will result in nothing good. (trust me) and now pondering on how to drop someone out of ( Read more... )

Inhale ( Read more... )

Alright so heres what's up ( Read more... )

I think something wonderful has finally, after a very long time, happened. It's a feeling that I think I have needed, something I knew I should have had... But never quite had. I even tried to lie to myself and try to act like I had it, but I believe now... I have it. Kind of relieving, like something less to think about. Maybe I can finally get my ( Read more... )

I have all these massive things pending ( Read more... )

Well let's see I went to Vegas last weekend and I was finally able to do something that I had never had the courage to do before.... Score me!!! Got super wasted, fell down went BOOM!!!danced till the sun came up, listened to people have sex, hehehe gambled a little, all in all a very awesome and memorable time. I think Fritzy got at very least a ( Read more... )

I fucked up so bad. I feel so terrible. Is there any way I can express to you how sorry I am... You are acting strange and it scares me. I feel like somethiing very terrible is going to happen.

Dear God,
Please don't let it be what the hints are pointing to. Please.

Well I went to Laughline with Mama King, originally for a trip to visit family. O My God. We got there, we drank... we ate... we gambled... I won... We drank a whole lot more... then more... then more. These relatives we went to visit are always drinking. I loved them. They truly rock my socks. And just for your information I can honestly say I ( Read more... )

Went to a B-day party for Daryll, had a wonderful time. All I can say is...

Thankyou Jesus for finally letting me get what I needed :)

Why am I such a dirty girl. I know in my heart I'm supposed to be well mannered and sweet. I am supposed to grow up and get a good job and meet a nice guy and get married blah blah blah happily ever after. Why do I do the things I do? Why do I enjoy doing them? Why do I not feel like the dirty girl I know I am? Why do I go out of my way to do them ( Read more... )