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I haven't written in FOREVER. There's not really alot going on. Not counting in my head. I have so much on my mind, it's like rediculous. I've been thinking about the past lately alot. I don't know why, but it's really upsetting me and I really want it to pass. And I want school to start and I want to start working more. I feel like I need ( Read more... )

why is this coming back?

i want to feel that way again.

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I never have time to update this anymore. So much has been happening lately. Greg and I broke up. I went through a depression stage, but I'm over it. I'm really happy now and I realize that I was missing out so much and I feel amazing now. I like someone, and he likes me but I'm not ready for another relationship, we're just livin it up right ( Read more... )

My dream is to get really really thin, and become a model...hopefully one day I can make that happen.


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Okay, starting right now on Tuesday night, at 6:46 p.m. I'm going to start eating little, to nothing because I've come to the conclusion that I'm discusting. And I've also decided to change. Why? Just because.

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I got into C.W. Post.
I was shaking as I was opening it.

That's all I wanted.

I also got into Molloy but I don't want to go there.

Postpostpostpost.

Okay so today is my birthday, I'm 17. And this morning when I went to go pick up Greg, there were flowers on his table for me and a little note telling me to go somewhere and then there were more little notes everywhere I went leading to little presents he bought me. I love him, he's the cutest thing ever. He got me gloves that I wanted, and he ( Read more... )

So Christmas was good, I got a coach bag, and some clothes. Gregory got me a promise ring and some other stuff and his mom got me a scrapbook kit which I LOVE. Ok I love Greg alot and my birthday is on Thursday.