I've been away for too long
that I'm beginning to miss being here.
Nothing's changed I'm still the random
moody one used to know.
On a brand new year note,
I'm starting to see the positive side of
the things that had happened in 2010.
I'm believing that you can only do so much
but at the end of the day it is HIM
who knows what's best for you.
As an Ummat, ( Read more... )

You dont have to reveal everything bout you,
the world doesnt need to know.

They're all the same.
They'll just dump you like a trash can once they've found a new soda.
Dont you try to correct me.
Damn right I know I'm right.

May be I just let it passed by me, again.
Seriously what is wrong with me.
I'd promise myself to give it a second chance.

Yes it's night falls,
this calls for emo moments you think?
If I may put it
I feel healthier in the day, emotionally I mean.
And how could I have missed vino g bastian
all this while.
He's the hottest stuff ever.
If you know me, I wouldn't go for hot,
but this is definitely an exception.
I'm not saying I'm angelic or anything along that line.
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Spent the night yesterday watching Eat, Pray, Love.
Such an inspirational and emotionally uplifting movie.
I'm sic of cheesy chick flicks that sends me this positivity,
that I know won't happen in real life.
You dont meet your significant other down the streets, make eye contact and va-va voom
sparks start to grow.

I'm in search of a way to truly forget ( Read more... )

I'm still alive and kicking.
Well it has been a year.
Though things are never the same,
No matter what happens,
it still means alot to me even though its intensity seems to fade at times.

I dont like finding the truth, cos it sends you down faster than the nigera falls.
It wont hurt if you dont know.
I'd choose not to know.

You know i dont spurt vulgarities,
but when the situation seem outta control
I spurt them in my head.
Unhealthy you may say, but damn you're not me
and I shall not listen to you.
And why do I sound like an angry kid here.

I can say that I'm not in the right state of mind right now ( Read more... )