im suddenly overcome with this ache
i love/miss u so much
im never letting u go

teenywahine143 (11:45:41 PM): ur another desperate soul in this lonely world.

hah...
bull's eye

its so hard without you
i miss u incredibly

i'm going INSANE

its an oddly bright night
with many streetlights
and no moon in sight
these days without u r so hard
i miss/need u so much
i feel like im being eaten alive from inside
i ache for you
i love you

FHSAIODFHASODUFHODFHASDF
whats with this horrible timing and deliberately not calling and all that!!!!
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u gottta be kidding me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU! CALL ME!

i feel like im running towards my self destruction
i need u so badly this moment
u have no idea
i need u here with me
i need u here with me...
i need u to stop my fall into my self-destruction
...and i ask for something impossible

i thought i was gonna break down
standing there, having to let u go
and watching u drive away
i already miss u so much
i love u

if i dont see u real soon, and i mean REAL soon
im gonna die
my stomach feels like its ready to open up
and eat myself from within
and my heart feels ready to explode
...ready to explode

its not that i choose not to kill myself
i just simply dont have the balls