but i need your heartbeat
to own me
your cold lips to breathe
a promise that tomorrow
we'll wake up somewhere new

did u know i missed u?

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would it be too much to ask of u
to be careful with my fragile heart?

EDIT 2
...*sigh*
what am i to expect from u?

EDIT 3
im racing to so many conclusions and fears
i need you here with me

my heart feels ready to explode

this ache will not go away
i miss u so much

hi
im gay
ur gay
we're all gay
bye

...will i be alone in the end?

do i enjoy being a martyr?
do i like the idea of my tragedy?
am i still weak?
am i a slave to my own despair?

"it would be like God to have one of us die soon."
...y is that line ringing in my head ever since?

...great love has great tendency for great tragedy

*sigh*
i already miss u incredibly
i love u so much

am i losing my faith in today?
am i losing my faith in the present?
am i losing my last ground to stand on?