sometimes it just feels like Im in over my head, y'know?

Finally trying to let it out, Ive held onto this shit too long. Im trying hard to follow my own advice, "take responsibility for your happiness! Get yr needs met!". I cant try to spare anyones feelings, honestly truly is the best policy. Im just not sure what my needs are, I guess. Or at least, I dont know how to communicate them clearly, ( Read more... )

So I finally made a decision, and and making real changes. About time, I figure. I start Bio 30 on good ol' 4/20, and start massage school in August! Its nice to put an end to the "should I stay or should I go" business, its nice to be sure of where Ill be for at least 2 more years. Making this decision means that I have to make the best of where I ( Read more... )

So we have officially lived in Saskatoon for one year. I cant help but marvel at the passage of time. Having Noah has given me a very different sence of time, it both seems longer and shorter, but mostly its just amazing how quickly he changes.  They grow up so fast.

Yesterday someone died, about 5 blocks from my house, doing the same thing Rob has ( Read more... )

This weekend served to remind me that no, we cannot be everything to each other, and for fucks sake I need to make friends. Not like aquaintances, friends. So Im holding auditions. Maybe I should put up posters.

So how does one go about building confidence?

the index finger is the new thumb, anyways.
See you tomorrow, Calgary!

dont worry guys, I still have both thumbs!

So yesterday I made the stupid rookie bike mechanic mistake that I warn people not to make all thr time, and almost lost my thumb for it. My thumb got stuck in the rear cog when I was cleaning my chain. So stupid! And now, after 8 hours in emergency, I might still lose it. yikes! Does anyone want to come help me do, god, EVERYTHING?! Thumbs are a ( Read more... )

it has been so glorious to have my friends visit me this past while. I miss and love you all, I cant wait till we end up in the same city again. Its bound to happen.