Someday, I'll Understand In God's Whole Plan and what he's done to me, maybe someday i will breathe and you'll finally see......you'll see it all.....

How high are the stakes ( Read more... )

Today was one of the best days that I have had for awhile. Me and Nicole hung out and watched tv and had coffee. I absolutly love that girl beyond what anyone can imagine and I can picture myself with her for the rest of my life. She is absolute beauty. I love how she views people and things in life. I want to marry her because I love her so much. ( Read more... )

Sorry, I forgot to write this in the last one lol. I want to appologize to people I have pissed off over the years. You know my truth now and I hope you can accept this.
PS- Rose, I miss you...

It is so wierd, me and nicole used to be so close but now we absolutly hate each other. We cannot even talk anymore without fighting. Oh well, I knew all along, but yet I did not heed the warning signs. My fault. Things on the other hand are going spectacular. Mine and Nicole's relationship was wrong. We are absolutly nothing alike whatso ever so I ( Read more... )

I havent updated for awhile,everything is great with me. Planning my home renovations as well as getting my friend to paint me a huge canvas for my room. I can't wait till everythings done!!!:D:D:D:D:D ROADHOUSE ON THURSDAY!!!!! Last time I just danced all night. I loved it. At Tommy G's on Saturday Amber and me and Davin kept calling Liz ( Read more... )

"You Look So Fine ( Read more... )

Well, I decided tonight that it would be better if me and her stopped talking all together since she keeps on pulling little "stints" all the time. She still wants to be friends, but I don't want to be associated with someone that hurts people and hates herself. I said I would change some stuff, and she wasn't willing to change anything, so I ( Read more... )

Well, today was so far the best one that I have had in awhile. I had a great time in class today, I got to phone Vancouver and Calgary city hall for my reporting class!!! Me and Nicole didn't fight today!! Things are looking up. I am getting a digital camera, and a mini disk recorder for school. I love my program!!! I think this is something that I ( Read more... )

I never write in this at all, but I am tired of being depressed. I am not going to let her destroy my life worrying about her, while she doesn't give a shit. I don't care what anyone says because they don't know what the "truth" is. So just thought I would say that and by the way: You can't ruin me anymore, even if you try harder.