I hugged you and I remembered thinking how hollow it was because you weren't here anymore. That it was all in my head. But you felt warm. And smelled like axe. You were wearing your black sweatshirt and black beanie hat. I told you I loved you and missed you and you said the same. I hugged you tighter and tighter and didn't want to let go. I ( Read more... )

Seriously? You've got to be kidding me.

I'm at the shop. Bored out of my skull.
and all i can think is "are you serious?"
Some people just fucking suck.
maybe im the majority vote.

whatever/whoever it is, it needs to stop. asap.

this is getting to be ridiculous and i dont know how long i can do it for.

throw me a line here. im begging you.

i hate this. cause i love you but dont want to keep hurting you.

stress.

I'm working on myself. its one of the hardest things ive ever done in my life. im making some decisions that i cant believe im making but im doing them because i feel its what it right ( Read more... )

I dont see the big thing about drinking ( Read more... )

so it says i havent updated in over 6 weeks.
consider this an update.

Strangle
To dream that you or someone else is being strangled, denotes that you are repressing or denying a vital aspect of your expression.

well...they said it. not me.

i hate it because i love you so much but dont know what to do about it and where im going.

Things turned out better than i had thought ( Read more... )