Here's to you liveournal.

[thehairiestone]

I don't think I have felt the way I do now in a long time.  I almost forgot how it felt.  It feels good, I feel alive again.  Not like a pebble being thrown into a wide river, but like some giant boulder a mountain giant tossed into a stream just cause he could it and he was angry at his wife because she wouldn't make him dinner because she was

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[asianmcasian]

Well, I'm glad to see I helped...

Anyway, in the beginning I think I can follow your logic! I understand the gist of it, but it is written so terribly that I have my doubts. Are you saying that you used to feel like you had no impact on the people around you, but now you feel like you do?

[thehairiestone]

Yeah, I haven't written in such a long time. My thoughts don't so much come together like they should. However, you do get the gist of it. It doesn't have to do with friends, but it can.

[ishtari2005]

Hey man! I haven't heard from you in a good long while. I am glad to hear that you are feeling good about yourself again. That is a very good feeling to have.

If you are around and bored and want to do something get a hold of me or something. I am trying to rebuild bridges that have burned or rotted away with no contact, and I would really like to hang with you again. If you don't remember my number get a hold of Andrew. He's been my only link to anyone these days.

[thehairiestone]

Yeah, I've been thinking about hanging out with you again. I just haven't got around to it yet. This summer should be a good one.

[ishtari2005]

Good to hear, and yes this should be a good summer.

[demonbite]

It's okay. It wasn't your fault. If April, Eric, and Bridget hadn't been such slut-ass bitches, things would have been okay but that's not how it worked out.
Yeah, I am sick a lot... or hurt. It's not nice. I had pharyngitis last year when I had mono and tonsilitis.
How are you doing with the sickness?

[thehairiestone]

Yeah, but it's ok. Things never would have worked between us anyway. My sickness is practically gone now. Which is good. That pharyngitis was awful and to think you had two other illnesses. It must have been awful. Sometimes I can be the little bitch, but sicknesses have always been my bane.

[poisonedblood]

thanks harrison!!! no, julie hasn't done anything (her boyfriend's in town now). and i haven't seen or spoken to joe since then, though i don't have any bad feelings towards him. i guess this just really made me realize that i didn't like him as much as i thought i did (which is really sad really, because i almost made myself think i was in love with him which also makes me feel that i'll never actually fall in love at all).

p.s. life sucks.

[thehairiestone]

Well, don't let such an affair get you down. I have the same feelings about love, that I will never find it at all. Sometimes its hard but I plan to persevere. I endeavor to persevere even if that is all I do.

[king_gamer_kid]

Yeah I know I lie and so do you I havent been able to trust you sometimes too. and If I remember it was you who first broke trust with me back in highschool... So if your just going to let tne past rule your everyday then call me when you can actually be the guy I became friends with back in highschool....I will try to do the same.

[asianmcasian]

I don't know how the lying goes between you two, but when I think you are lying to me, Damion, you are usually talking about something that you think will impress me.
Also, I have to agree with Harrison about how you change when you hang out with different people. It's fun when we hang out with our mutual friends, but when we hang out with the people I don't know so well, it is like you are focused on just impressing them. Your personality changes, and it feels like you ignore the fact that I am there. I think it's kind of like you are wanting friends so bady that you will do anything to get them, but you have forgotten that you have already have friends that care for you for who you are not like some doll that gets dressed up to match its owner. Well, that's what I think...

[king_gamer_kid]

Thats what I feel like a freaking doll...

[j_boo_bubbles]

Mikey, you made some gramatical errors up there.