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I hate feeling so alone. This weekend was a little better. the busier i am the better it is. Plus lots of people were calling me so that helped to. but today... i felt so tired. just emotionally drained i guess you could say. To many things are bothering me. I hate being surrounded by all these people in relationships. it makes me sick. but thats ( Read more... )

I found this other pic of my knee... its still not better. =(


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Yeah so im pretty much screwed... raising the prices at the barn for lessons is going to kill me... i have no idea how im going to pay for all this now... =(

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just ( Read more... )

hmm so my aunt said she is going to try and get me a job where she works... at this book store on ford and sheldon. it would be nice to finally find a job but i know that my aunt is lying. she does it all the time. so i learned the hard way not to get your hopes up because she almost always lies

Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
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im stuck at home for the night and it fucking sucks

The day has just begun ( Read more... )