*I wish i saved all the tears i cried for you so i could drown you in them

*If everyone felt like me, the world would be dead.

*I'll pretend that I am OK, while you pretend to care.

*Someday I will find the strength to erase you.

Ok so im having the worst fucking week of my life ( Read more... )

I hate my insecurity
I hate how i choose to be
I hate the tears i cry
But most of all, i hate me

well i got in a car accident today... brad back into my car... well no more like floored into my car. We the damage price estimated since thats what my uncle does for his job...  If they can fix the quarter panel its going to cost around 1400 if they cant fix it they have to put a new one on... which is going to cost 2200. but brads parents are ( Read more... )

Im so stressed out. And every time it gets a little better people add even more weight on my shoulders. Im so sick of people telling me i need to figure out what i want to do with the rest of my life... i have almost a year in a half to figure it out and even then i dont have to know right away. I just want people to leave me alone. I cant get ( Read more... )

 
BOLD ALL THAT APPLY

01. I wish I could fake a British accent

02. I can make my tongue look like a seashell

03. I'm Asian, and yet I dont eat rice.

04. I love music.

05. I hate my camera, because it didnt come with adequate memory.

06. I love sushi. Especially unagi.

07. Acting like a "gangster" annoys the fuck out of me, but at the same ( Read more... )

I was laying in my room last night looking at pictures and I just felt this overwhelming hatred. I hate him for leaving me all alone. He was the only one who understood me. I hate him for dieing... i just hate him. Im miserable without him. but most of all i hate myself. I hate myself for being so selfish. he was in so much pain but i didnt care ( Read more... )

Write the first sentence of the first entry of every month this year ( Read more... )

One day your gonna miss me
like I missed you
One day your gonna want me
like I wanted you
One day your gonna need me
like I needed you
One day your gonna love me
and I wont love you

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so im a mess.... i dont really even know why. everything is getting me and im so stressed out... i dont know what to do anymore... im all alone. trying to get over everything is killing me inside. Im not sure how much longer i can handle it... im not sure how much longer i can hold on