So its been a while (four years almost?) and having just looked back at the previous entries, from here, and at xanga, and seeing how much things have changed, I feel the urge to start this thing up again. The short and quick of things, I'm not in Oregon anymore, I'm in grad school, I live on Long Island, going to SUNY Stony Brook, and for almost ( Read more... )

So here is what next semester is lookin to be like ( Read more... )

So it seems like new changes are happening all the time, and I'm not the same person as I was a little bit ago. And it's time to make a few more changes. Apathy is a feeling I could use a bit more of. Or indifference, if there is a difference in meaning. I have so much going for me, so many awesome friends, I've got a good education, a job, a ( Read more... )

First meet is tomorrow... This year just hit it's first bump... blah.

Life goes on.

The past is such a crazy thing... you think you have moved on from it, then one day it rears up and bites your head off. Thinking is what gets you into trouble the most. Oh well. Gratuitious sad song below ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated this in a while, but a huge one is coming up tonight or tomorrow night.

Work is boring. The end ( Read more... )

Then she looked at me to scream...

My castles are falling...
ANd I can't look into the street
without everything changing.

Woke up with a smile on my face... damn it's good to be alive.

First day of work.... long hard,but necessary, repeat every weekday for the rest of the year. Missing someone every day, but I'm happy. I'm happy for her. I'm happy for me. I'm happy about we are. The things that came out this last weekend, it helped, knowing she knows, and we both feel that way. And i'm not scared anymore. Things are going ( Read more... )