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[theheartofnoone]

Sometimes when people tell me stuff, my reaction is, "Yay! Oh I'm so happy for you, that's so great!" But really I'm not happy. Am I happy for them? You betcha! But I just feel like crying because for once, I want to experience what they get to. I am positive that my time will come, but in the mean time I sometimes just want to cry, because it

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[cherryblossom24]

i understand what you mean.

whatever it is you want to experience, i know you will. because you are deserving of anything. just dont give up :]

[theheartofnoone]

Well thank you. You are so sweet! :]

[hurtinnside4]

i know exactly what you mean hun.
but the whole.. guy thing
liek when wil it be my turn..never.
gah it sucks.
but i am sure without a doubt you will experiences happiness
think of all the good things that will happen this year
hawaii!
!! yay!
and your a senior! yay!

[theheartofnoone]

How do you know it'll be never huh?
Oh yay Hawaii! I cannot wait.
But honestly I dreding my senior year.

[hurtinnside4]

it wont be never ..like vivian said.. you are a really deserving person..and the longer you dotn find it the greater it will be.
well thi nk of the good htigns about senior things
you get to wear a cape! lol

[theheartofnoone]

Well thank you, I hope you're both right :].
And, the idea of being a senior makes me incredibly excited. I cannot wait. But when I think that I'm going to be graduating, leaving my friends and being kicked out into the real world where I don't as much have an inkling of what I want to do. That scares me, and it's that, that I'm dreading.