-I'm single again...that lasted long...Oh well I was the one who ended it so it's all good ( Read more... )

Everything I said yesterday...scratch that...everything I might have told you today about how wonder life is blah blah blah...forget it. All of it...life is the same it's always been. A waste of time.

Does anyone want to help me out with my definition essay? :] Well here is how you can help. If you had to define jealousy in one sentence what would it be. And/or What contributes to being jealous. And/or What does someone have to do to be considered jealous. And/or any good examples of jealousy? Much appreciated :]

Yeah for boredom ( Read more... )

I love
~Friends
~Anastasia
~Swimming
~Staying the night at a friends house
~Avenue Q :]
~The feeling you get when you're getting over someone ahhh...

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So pretty much my life sucks. I just wish I didn't have to deal with it anymore. Sometimes it's all I can do but wonder what in the world I did to deserve this. Why must I have my heart ripped out and shoved in my face? Why must I cry myself to sleep every night because I'm left with so many questions? Why must I get my spirits raised so high to be ( Read more... )

Today me and my sister-in-law went to the mall where I discovered one thing that makes me smile a lot. That thing is old couples. I love seeing old people who are still married walking together holding hands. It's so cute. It gives me hope, because when I get old I want to have a special someone there to make each day so special! :]

So yesterday I was a little down, if you didn't notice. Well one of my newer friends but also good friend, was talking to me yesterday. And wow man can he cheer me up. I look back on it now and I'm not quite sure I know why I was in that mood. But even though we didn't talk a lot about what was the matter we still talked, and that's what I needed. ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I just want to scream. For reason not even I can explain. I mean when I think about it, my life is not bad at all. For the most part. There are certain areas however, and I'm sure all of you know which areas that is, that I wish I didn't have to deal with. If I never lost sleep over this issue, it'd be too soon. If I never shed another ( Read more... )

Sometimes when people tell me stuff, my reaction is, "Yay! Oh I'm so happy for you, that's so great!" But really I'm not happy. Am I happy for them? You betcha! But I just feel like crying because for once, I want to experience what they get to. I am positive that my time will come, but in the mean time I sometimes just want to cry, because it ( Read more... )