our AIM conversation. interesting ( Read more... )

my parents are getting a divorce
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why is my dad crying? why is my mom crying?
why is my brother?
why am i?

i can't let kid see me like this. i can't let it happen.

it's over. it's finally fucking over.

this is the breakup fight.
my dad told my mom if he took me or dylan, that he'd cut her up.

i hate this.
i want kid to be here right now.
he's not supposed to see me cry.

i'm breaking.

i hate this.
and he's coming here in a half hour
and i'm breaking.

stop fighting.
stop.
it.

i don't get it really ( Read more... )

i finally get called beautiful, and i don't believe it.
i've never been called beautiful.
nor have i made out with someone on the sidewalk outside my house.
first time for everything i suppose.

i'm jewish. and a nazi likes me. and i like him.

oh how ironic.

so kid likes me. hm.... odd.

i'm cute, but only when he's drunk.

whatever. he's got to be better than the lurch-i-nator.

this is what happened last night ( Read more... )