SO Im back again...
Here sitting at this little coffee table in my basement updating livejournal at 6:51am on an I dont even know what fucking day..Except that its the 16th currently...I think its either wednesday or thursday..
Im awake again cuz of my conscience.

Thoughts going around in my head about all sorts of things and all sorts of people and ( Read more... )

Well hello kiddies...didnt see you all come in.
Gather round and let grandpa tell you a tale.

Actually nevermind that ..Lets get on with reality.
It is now 5:44am again.
I may have a bad memory but I remember times like this.
Actually a lot of my life has been times like these

I keep thinking that school or at least a job then it will help me keep
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The sun provides no shelter here.
It provides no heat.
It's warmth has shriveled up and died.
It looms in the sky like an empty shell deviod of purpose.
I feel the icy chill of the unclouded sky.
It lingers up my bare back and into my neck.
It pokes at my brain with its pointy fingers and makes me exhale.
I exhale and feel the warmth of my spirit leave my ( Read more... )

Finished part one of a hellish fight that is sure to begin.
Parents.....I sit here sneering at my laptop screen...Angry, hurtful thoughts brewing in my head going by time and time again...I try not to clench my fists or hit the keys extra hard..
The nazi that rules this house wants to fight with me because he thinks im turning out like my drug addict ( Read more... )

SO to everyone that thinks voting DOES matter..This years elections should be a good indication that in fact it doesnt ( Read more... )

Just watched the first episode of a series called "six feet under ( Read more... )

Gettin two movies at the moment ..The Excorcist the beginning..and also a dvd rip of Dawn of the dead..hopefully all goes very well ...they should both be done in roughly 7 hours ..quite nice quite nice..God I need 6 million dollars..thats not too much to ask is it? Nah i didnt think so..anywhoodly doodle..stupid not being able to stay at jamo's ( Read more... )

Got a job interview tomorrow.

Perhaps there is a god - my prayers definately have been answered.
Im going to be doing what i think I do best - Manual labour baby.
Let's see where this goes ...hopefully somewhere good.
If this works out then I'll be sure to let my social life suffer a little bit whilst I generate some revenue.
Going to be a hard ball to ( Read more... )

Anyone realize that chips and salsa are really a puzzeling kind of food.
When you eat chips and salsa it can be spicy, but the only way it cools down is if you eat more of it. Even still its only cooled down for a second until it gets hotter. It's very strange.

Oh and by the way if anyone anywhere can find episode 14 and on of "The Maxx" please ( Read more... )

I wish I could show that bastard my wounds.
I wish I could show him how he hurts me and always makes me cry.
I wish I could show him how he's helped me stay angry all these years.
I Wish I could show him how he always makes me feels inside.
I carry so much filth and trash and hatred in me because of that asshole.
I could never be a good father or a good ( Read more... )