i'm in the asb @ panam and i finally decided it was time to remove the gum from my mouth, and strategically place it under my computer desk. by "strategically" i mean that i stuck it up in a corner under the table in a spot where it will hopefully not fall down and get stuck to me or my shoe or whatever. anyways, my point is that i just realized ( Read more... )

i feel out of place and strung out. i don't know what i want. the whim changes with the hour. is it always gonna be like this for me? i'm serious. i really want to know. that's sad. lost cause. that's me. i was high the other day and i couldn't sleep, and i realized why god puts us here; to take care of each other. it sounds simple, but ( Read more... )

someone once told me that hackers can figure out passwords that people use without breaking a sweat... and then they can do whatever they please with your information. it scares the fuck out of me. i always try to make different passwords and pin numbers so i won't ever have that problem. i dunno. and i think, man, they'll never figure this ( Read more... )

dude. im scared, super freakin lost right now. i dont know what i want. somehow i knew this would happen. its too easy to be pessimistic when it comes to matters of the heart. ugh... lame. i don't know what to do and i cant tell anyone because i cant see what good can come from it. i sort of know what i dont want, but not sure if i dont ( Read more... )

like the masses, i'm back, for the first time in a very long while... i'd say it's correlation... just watch, everyone will soon be running back here, and yeah. haha, i just saw 'flat-top' running, as if he were being chased by a grizzly bear... he wishes. wow, what a character. i don't even know his real name.
tryouts are almost here. ( Read more... )

okay... so here's my deal-E-O... i found my 'person'... whoa... get it??? and i told him i love him... i've NEVER told anyone of this relation, "i love you"... i've been saving those words for someone i loved... someone i would someday be in love with... someday is NOW... those three words have so long been safely guarded, and now happily ( Read more... )

*i can't help feeling empty. i'm lost. everything i thought i knew, like always, i truly do not. i will stay strong for you... but inside i am ALL DRIED UP. i really can't feel much right now... my fingers won't hardly even press the keys enough to type. it's finally happened, all too soon... is this what i have been afraid of for so long ( Read more... )

HaLLoweeN SHmaLLoweeN...

pfffffft... fuckers.

;p

(lol... all of my 'mood icon' things have the same expressions... just different colors. that says a lot.)

_rachael h.

haha... haha... HAHAHAHA ( Read more... )

lately = boring... and it also means not being able to tell someone how i really feel. maybe it's too soon for it to mean anything. but i know it's there, i just know. and he knows it too. now as soon as the both of us figure out what we want, things might start moving along. but for know, i just wish that i could at least know exactly how he ( Read more... )