I wish for only pain and destruction towards your soul...

Everything is so damn predictable...

I should know it by now.

I am never wrong.

Horribly right actually.

Yes.

So i think i really fucked things up tonight.

Shit sucks.

Things were well at first...then...of course my common sense kicked in.

Blasphemy.

You should all visit me in hell.

Love,
Homer

P.S. I can't write for shit...fuck the idea of self expression.

I really don't understand why i am being like this...

If you wish for details...ask.

Confusion is one of the most annoying emotional states ever.

Fuck Off.

Love
Homer

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you want me to fucking update...well here you fucking go...FUCK YOU....tuck this, fuck you, fuck it all...ill get over it but utnil then...leave me the fuck alone.

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