i'm a mess and i have been for quite sometime now.
i've hidden it as well as i could, but i'm tired of it.
it's constantly on my mind, eating away at me.
when it happens, i don't know why i let it, but i do.
over, and over again
i'm scared i won't ever let it stop
closure is needed, and i'm not getting it

I HAVE THIS JOURNAL FOR COMMUNITIES ONLY.

I DONT WRITE IN IT ANY LONGER.

i have not looked at this thing in forever. yet i find myself here writing in it. who knows ( Read more... )

It's starting to look a lot like Christmas...everywhere you go.
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Yeahh Harry Potter was sweet. && it was even better getting to go see it with Emma. hehe we were like the loudest ones in there. && yes we did cry in Harry Potter. We are that cool :)

Happy American Thanksgiving!!!!!


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Well Parios wanted an update...so she is getting one.

Its friday! awww yeah. Happy for that. This week flew by. this year is actually going by pretty fast too! its crazy. the end of the quarter is on friday.

my friends are so amazing <3 they make a bus ride like the highlight of my day. we talk about absolutly nothing && we turn out laughing ( Read more... )

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Awww i love this icon that Anni made! <3 <3 <3

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. I.P. logging is off. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy ( Read more... )