this place tugs at my brain like an old familiar smell. i haven't been home in years. but now...
santuary is a long way from here. hell. despot. trash heap. no feelings.... i remember

jess

It's been years since I've been here... today.
The sorrows haven't left yet.
Cold and wet.
I miss the laughter from your pores.
Seeping into my soul.
Wet and cold.
It's all coming back now.
The terrible thing you said.
Cold and dead.
My head throbs at the thought.
Hands turning old.
Dead and cold.
Decay.
Hate.
Heartache.

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Hey guys. SHIT! It's been awhile. But then again I have never been good at keeping up with these things. Oh well ( Read more... )

I'm miles away next to you... alone
And the light from the stereo illuminates the
walls
Casting shadows of deja vu... days gone by
Criminal, "I love you"

I'm all ways next to you... drone
And the blood from my wrist colors the
sink
Painting pictures of happiness... ask
me why
Cannibal. I love you.

damn it's been a long time since i was here.
let's see, what has happened?
i boughts some gifts, opened some more
popped some fire crackers
and got a tattoo.

goodnight

Jessica Draven
your Shinbonestar!

Well, I just realized that I haven't been here in a while. Oh well. Nobody seems to have missed me. PISH-PAH! Anyways, I have been busy at work and at school... and I met Nick. WOW! He is wonderful. He already treats me SO well. I really like him and I hope he sticks around.

...
Your Shinbonestar!

the night is cold.
my feet have bled.
my heart is still wandering
out there, alone.

my ex has been talking to me lately. it stills feels weird to talk to him. i mean, i don't have a problem with him, but it still feels so strange. oh well.

your shinbonestar,
Draven

the kiss was poisoned.
my heart stopped.
my eyes shut.
my skin turned cold.
she melted back into the walls.
and i laid there, forever.

sweet love's gone to wake the dead. i want to cut it out. my ice cream has melted in your heart. i have too.