i'm feeling flat-out discouraged. and cold.

i feel like this month, and this school year, are never going to end. i just want to get the hell out of here, and it's killing me that i can't. i'm stuck.

and i wish this damn apartment had insulation, less-drafty windows, and a working radiator =/

RARRRWWGHHHHH

i woke up this morning from one of those dreams. the ones in which emotions feel so much more intense than they ever do in waking life.

i think some people probably do feel like that when they fall in love. hell, i am pretty sure i felt that, a few years ago. it's just so depressing to me that it can't feel like that every day. i hate dreaming.

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

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i think i'm sort of done with the internet =/

maybe

one day of the summer program down, nineteen to go.

preschoolers kick the shit out of me.

itchy nose. lots of sneezes. mucosy throat.

OH NO!!!!!!!!!

i'm so tired that i just spent nearly 2 minutes trying to figure out if today was june 9. arg ( Read more... )

i've found my dream house....

click here

and for $345,000? that is nothing.

sigh. it's perfect.

we need to start saving. like, today.

i want to die.

i've never felt this sick. i haven't been able to breathe or taste anything in 5 days. this is absolute misery.