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I'm no angel.
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Point of no return
Rubedo is dead.
I loathe saying it...
Even if this place revives him, he will be like Sakura now.
The pain...I've never felt it like this before...
I will be brother to a ghost, forever.
Not since that day...
There is no hope for my objectives any longer.
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I'm...alive?
I'm writing from that Realian girl's terminal now. I don't know how I got here...it seems impossible that she dragged me all the way from Xanadu to her apartment.
I don't understand why I'm here now. Red Dragon...the force should have been lethal. I thought that everything was over. And then I heard that... I don't understand this anymore. Why did ( Read more... ) -
Darkness
Well, look. The sun is gone. What, should I now expect the moon to come crashing down?
It does look bigger, oddly enough, but so much here seems an illusion. Like that fountain, from what I hear. I'm too afraid to look into it, though.Hmm. Maybe when everything freezes over here, Rubedo will agree to leave. Then again, I'll probably be forced to ( Read more... ) -
The new gods are insane.
After observing the recent changes in construction here...I've come to the conclusion that this entire city is insane beyond salvation, along with the new deities that have apparently appeared to lead this place. The fountain exploded; I'm drenched and freezing; I hope that thing is repaired soon. I loathe being bored, but I don't very much like ( Read more... ) -
This place looks a little smaller.
Well, it seems that half the city is leaving. I'd rather climb into my ES and disappear myself, but Rubedo is an imbecile and wants to stay behind. Not that I care about his whims, but it's irritating to see one of us acting moronic, and if I don't knock some sense into him, no one will. At least Nigredo seems to know what he's doing these days. ( Read more... ) -
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I woke from the strangest dream yesterday. I thought it was all an illusion...but then I went out to the garden to check the Simeon's status...and there it was. A little hole in the ground. A grave...I remember so many of them. So many hours...I don't know what this city does to its inhabitants, but I know that now, I believe I've been here long ( Read more... ) -
What's going on?
Where...am I? This place doesn't look like the Yuriev Institute...did something go wrong in the simulator? I woke up in a weird room...it sort of looks like our room, but it's different. Outside my window, I can see a big machine sitting on the ground. It has a window in the front, but I can't see into it. It looks dangerous, though...I hope it isn ( Read more... ) -
Returning
This is becoming mildly absurd, I believe. Simeon has registered no UMN column in the area, but somehow I managed to return to normal space for only a while before returning. I'm quite aware that the universe makes absolutely no sense for entities in the lower dimension -- a problem I hope to remedy, of course -- but I can't accomplish anything if ( Read more... )