because james cant find it...
he doesnt know i still have this...
he has ruined me in so many ways
andi hate him
I am escaping
because I cant leave while he's here
I am leaving a week from today
before he hurts me more.

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breatheWithout you inside of me ( Read more... )

So there is this guy I met recently and he seemed interesting ( Read more... )

On Monday night I swallowed 39 100mg pills of Seraquil (spelling?) in an attempt to off myself. Obviously i ended up the hospital.. I was there until last night. I don't remember Tuesday at all. I know I haulicinated a lot... I know I felt like something/someone else once in the ambulance. I remember trying to talk to the EMTs and they couldnt ( Read more... )

I'm done.
It's over.
I can't do it anymore.
I'm sorry if this hurts anyone.

really sorry.

Just cant do it anymore...

Good bye and good night.

love,
christopher

So I finally got a copy of Björk's new album (volta)...
fucking love it.
that is all

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I had an interview with treasure island media today ( Read more... )

So I still have a bunch of samples of my sedative seraguil and some days I feel like swallowing them all and going to sleep.

I need help.

So I'm living in Chicago again.
I work at Crunch fitness.
I'm very single.. and loving it.
I'm 21.
I'm a faggot.
My rooom mate is a cavalier leather daddy author.
I have an awesome cat named Diva.
I smoke.
I drink.
I fuck.
I rock.

Just thought I'd give you kittens an update ;)

Just thought I'd let you guys know I'm still alive
LOL

umm I use myspace mostly

www.myspace.com/curiouspuppy