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[theinstigator]

i don't know what to say anymore. its just... things aren't the same anymore and i don't know if they ever will be. I don't want to answer my phone anymore, i don't want to go out anymore, i don't want to go to school anymore, just nothing. stay home- sleep. they're all leaving, i'm still an au pair making 2,50 an hour, i still don't have

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[anonymous]

Hugs, I am sure it will be allright :) I have had these moods for ages once a while. You didn't do everything wrong, try not to be too hard on yourself :)

[sanne]

sorry that was me

gloomy

[newlifewriter]

I hate these times too. You are doing great, really. You just need some down time and a good cry. That works for me, anyway, to get out all the poor me stuff(ugh)that gets you down. Be good to yourself and do all the things that you have been putting off. Clean up for a few weeks too... the residuals can screw with you too. I am proud of you.

Re: gloomy

[theinstigator]

thanks, mom. :-)

[lisa]

hey v- one of my best friends is at the hague this semester as a law-clerk. i'm not sure how far or close you are to that area, but she's a blast to hang with. promise you will have a good time with her if you feel like meeting up with an american/australian (moved to US 7 years ago).

[theinstigator]

hey... that sounds like fun! it's about a 40 minute train ride from haarlem where i am. i think i don't know anyone there, but i've always wanted to take a visit, maybe go to one of the clubs down there. does she like to party?

[lisa]

she lives to party!
she has been there for 2 weeks and probably has hit up all the clubs around. it sounds like it anyway.
email my username @livejournal.com and i'll pass on the details