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Feeling Better About Our Relationship:)
Here the past few weeks I have been really shocked at how Alan has been towards me! I would almost swear that he has read this journal but I know he hasnt because if he did he would have told me he did lol. Looking back now I think it all stems from him finding out what was going on with me. Im not complaining though at all!!:) He has told me a ( Read more... ) -
The Story Of Us...
Not sure why I am doing this, I guess its to re-live those moments back then, to catch a glimpse of what was.
Also because I just LOVE this story!:) As much as I wish our relationship was better...more vibrant and
passionate, I still know without a doubt that Alan is the one for me. I thank God every day for him and I love
him dearly!:) So here is ( Read more... ) -
Jealousy & Dullness
Here I am again....with feelings inside me so strong sometimes that I feel like I could explode. Most of
the time I just bury my head into the covers on the bed and cry it out...it helps. I have an awesome
family and an even more wonderful husband, but sometimes I just wish that he could get inside me and
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Holidays Are Coming Up
Well luckily with Halloween I was able to pull off getting all 3 kids costumes this year so I dont feel like too much of a failure this time. Seems I feel like that alot. We do our best but alot of the times it just doesnt seem like enough. Within one months time I have two kids birthdays and christmas lol. Not fun:) I am looking forward to ( Read more... ) -
Feeling Lost and Lonely
I am a mom to 3 wonderful kids and a wife to an absolutely amazing man. Now first off I would like to say that although I am having these feelings and emotions, I still feel truly blessed to have such a wonderful husband. I love him with all my heart and all in all we have an awesome relationship. He is my second marriage and last:) We have ( Read more... ) -
New Here:)
I am new to all this and I am just starting to learn the in's and out's here. I have alot
on
my mind and its hard confiding or venting out to people who know you. I need an
outlet where I am free to write whats on my mind whether it be happy or sad and not
get judged or have a family member that reads it will go tell the whole family type of
thing ( Read more... )