sitten think,feeling empty but still breathin and still blinkin......

just dont know where to go from here still lost wish i could take back some of what i said yesterday, hope someone can forgive me if they find it in their heart well thats it for now bye byes

i told the female who i liked how i felt and i didnt get it resiprocated , spose thats what u get for liking someone when uwith someone tho :( sad i how i feel but i cannot stop thinkin of her, and i am affraid now she thinks i am a freak of some sort, i am back to being lost even tho now my feelings are in the open to her anyway not to my gf ( Read more... )

just droppin in some more thoughts a feelings for the day i feel under appreciated and i feel like i am lost where i am right now need finding, i long for that deeper connection with someone special,u know more of a connection then just physical i want mental emotional and spiritual, i feel i have found someone like this but alas they do ( Read more... )

i am feelin lonely

just bored ,thought i might start to add to my journal,just feelin like a very naughty boy today lol, got sex on the brain more then usual lol