Not gonna say much.  But i did want to post in this again.  might be a good thing actually.  writing has always been a way of expressing one's frustrations and convictions to the world.  Maybe i'll actually start posting in here again.  no one really reads this anyway, so i dont have to worry about too much drama.  but would be nice to write stuff ( Read more... )

I haven't been on this in nearly 2 years.  I just remembered today that i didn't delete this thing.  ha.  Just wanted to say hellllllo to anyone that still reads this.  And happy belated birthday to all of you.  Since i missed them all for the last two years.  lol.

I hate double standards. Everyone pulls them. I've done it plenty of times. But i dont know...its just so gay. i've got friends that will have these conversations with me....convincing ones, about how they will change how they are, cuz they dont like themselves anymore. I believe them. I sit there being happy for them. encouraging them, ( Read more... )

i seriously had an awesome day today.

I wish there were a way to describe what i'm thinkin. I'm content. No doubt. but its weird...i feel like i'm missing something. not like...an object or anything...just like right now..this late at night...i just sit at the computer and wonder, "what am i doing?" Not necessarily at that moment...but just with everythnig around me. I feel like ( Read more... )

Your Japanese Name Is...


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I'm...a little nervous. I have this friend that thought i liked her. I didn't. She was one of my real close friends... really my closest. I feel we have drifted. We talked about it. "worked it out" as we decided. But why do i not feel like it hasn't been worked out? cuz its not. tha's how i answer that. And i found out why she thought ( Read more... )

God is truly Great.

I'm not screwed? way too weird to explain right now.

I'm screwed.