ehhhhh.... jodster was a little drunk last night. =P going to go get really fucked up tonight to forget about a few stupid things i did last night- things i dont regret, but other people might. sorry if you were with me last night and arent happy about stuff i did... i have such pathetic willpower, especially when ive been drinking. so i had fun, ( Read more... )

so the whiny emo entry... i was so upset bc my stupid ex is supposed to be my friend, right? like, were trying really hard to maintain our friendship with as little animosity as possible. but then yesterday i went to my car after school and my little sister lauras not there, so i figure that her bitch john gave her a ride home. i get to my house, ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover


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feeling rather unloved today... actually, straight-up hated. so drop me a line if you dont despise me~ i could use the pick up!!! (and if you dont im/text/call me, i know you really hate me and i hope youre unloved too)

my weekend rounded off quite nicely after the disappointment of saturday afternoon. really freakin great actually =P i talked to the hottie sunday evening online, just chitchatting- which was nice. i realized that i really would be a-ok even if he just wants to be buddies. when i was about to get off the computer and go to bed though, he started ( Read more... )

wow so i had a fantastic night last night- i hung out with a guy i thought would be arrogant, cocky, uninterested, and way too good for me. apparently im a bad judge of character bc he was really sweet- tried to make me sleep on the bigger couch because i had to work today, covered me with a blanket, held me while i slept... originally i wanted to ( Read more... )

just a convo i had about a good friend... if you know him, youll know who its about. and if you dont, yeah, i feel sorry for him too ( Read more... )

you know whats the most confusing thing ever? the opposite sex. i dont even mean what they do, how they act, etc. i really just mean the way i think of them- how they make me feel. for example, i just broke up with my bf about a week ago... but already (for some reason this always happens to me) im interested in like 4 different guys! one of them ( Read more... )

man i cant believe i just started a live journal... i always make fun of the people that have them. =P but whatever... its just going to be a vent space for me though, when i really dont want to talk to anyone but want to get stuff of my chest ( Read more... )