so thursday night i drank too fast and ended up getting smashed and embarrassing my pathetic self. im not even sure about everything that happened, and i only know a few details of the conversations i had that night. apparently i talked to my friend amber, but didnt know it, and called her the next day bitching at her for forgetting about me- lol. ( Read more... )

i want to go on a date again... a nice date, dinner and a movie, all that good stuff. most of the time i enjoy just hanging out, but every once in a while i want a guy to ask me on a REAL DATE. im sick of guys telling me im hot... i want a guy who will tell me im beautiful or gorgeous. you think a girl is hot when you want to throw her into bed... ( Read more... )

i realized that there are a few things about me that i find completely unattractive and cant stand....

1.) my face
2.) my body
3.) my personality

haha jk..... kinda

what is guard going to be like without nick from now on? i have NEVER had a guard season without him as an instructor- the closest ive come is going to a week-long camp lol. i have to say that huf will not be the same without him, much in the way that st pete highs guard was never the same after him. my guard experiences will never be the same when ( Read more... )

just took an ap stats exam- i really dont think ill be getting a college credit in that class!! i have ap european history on friday and ap psychology on tuesday, then im done! i got to exempt all my regular exams, so this next thursday is my last day!!! yay! im so OVER high school and everyone i know there- if i cry at my graduation, it will only ( Read more... )

i am beyond exhausted right now- i was soooooo tired that at work i almost passed out by falling asleep... yes its possible!! i blacked out for like half a second and actually didnt know where i was for a sec, lol. my customer must have thought i was NUTS because i was about to put a $21 price tag on a $3.50 meal. i would definatley not recommend ( Read more... )

~*WOW*~ is all i can say for now.

dare i believe that this thought is shared by a special someone? let me know.

goddamn..... i shouldnt care but i do, and i like him a lot. only friends is a-ok with me, but im the kind of person that is a close friend- i want to help ppl and make them happy and all that jazz. thats what im good at!!!!!!!! but he doesnt want me to- wtf?!?! he doesnt know WHAT THE FUCK HE WANTS- i dont think he knows if he wants to even be ( Read more... )

ok so my brother had this posted as his away message- i almost pissed my pants laughing ( Read more... )

i am falling like whoa ( Read more... )