You know what I hate? Everything and everyone. Why do I seem to be the only mature person when it comes to something serious? Can no one give me a straight answer without the fear of my wrath (which no one who reads this has accually seen)? Seriously. People are scared of me for some reason. When I say people, I mean girls. Like the time K was ( Read more... )

I get a job and a girl in the same day? What the fuck is wrong with the world for such a good day to happen to me? Oh well. I'm happy!

I took a page out of a friends book and started writing down all my thoughts and feelings of the day every night. The built up stress and anxiety I am having with a certain situation is all but gone when I do this so I can accually sleep well at night. I wish I would have done this earlier.

Maybe. I'm not going to get to optimistic so as to keep myself from getting hurt.

So I feel bad for Collin. I probably stuck my nose where it didn't belong, but you know what? Fuck all you nay-sayers. He is my best friend and so thats what I do. If I upset you Collin.....too bad. No one really said anything to me but I have just been thinking about it. The comments I said, no matter how insignificant or immature, were ( Read more... )

So Bush got re-elected. I am at a loss for words. The worst part is that all the Bush supporters I talk to won't tell me why they like him as if they are embarassed or something. It's just insane that people are this retarded. Granted that I don't like Kerry either but the fact that people accually voted for a guy who sent our troops into Iraq ( Read more... )

So I haven't slept in like 30 hours now because I've been sick. I hate being sick. Makes me sick. HA. I think I'm going to record some shit. Im making biscuits and they are going to be good but I have nothing to go with the biscuits. Cigarette. I need a Dr. Pepper, hold on. Ok I'm back. This is what happens when a John doesn't sleep and is high on ( Read more... )

Well, I find myself completly burned out on music. It is sad because I wish I had something new to listen to (no Collin, I don't want anything new from Opeth) but then again, I am so bored of the same shit over and over and OVER. I am getting better at my guitar though which is awesome because...well I like playing solos ( Read more... )

I can go to land of make believe
and I can pretend
But in the end,
I still have no friends...

Sure feels that way sometimes.

We could achieve bliss if we start today
Or we could play dead
And learn to take it instead
Another blow to the head

And you can fill in the blank

I find it so unnecessary to fill in the blank
The answer's always temporary
Fill in the blank
Up close, beauty is far from scary
Can't fill in the blank