This is seriously too hard for me to write about right now. it still hurts too much, and i know it will for a really long time. I've never literally been brought to tears typing an entry, but there's a first time for everything ( Read more... )

Damn, life has changed since last time i came on here. i FINALLY moved outta my house. i wrote my parents a "coming out" sort of letter and left. This was on Tuesday. And on Friday I wentt to pick up more stuff from home. I went with my mom to the doctor for her radiation. We talked about the letter, she said im her son and she loves me, which is ( Read more... )

I MET ASHLEE! me my babae (vero) donny and marissa went to see ashlee on wednesday! the show was really awesome! i got all emo when they played undiscovered! aww lol. but yeah the show rocked! after the show me and vero ended up waitin outside for ashlee. we saw the parents and her band...and NICK and JESSICA, even their lil doggie daisy lol. it ( Read more... )

gahhh! doode, yesterday i went out to a 21+ club! i was supposed to borrow thomas' ID, but i ended up juss sneakin in thru the patio lol. it was so awesome being able to wear a wristband! haha. the club was purty fun, even tho it was like all asians. blah. all i had was 2 smirnoffs, an adios, anddd a corona, i got so hammered LOL. it was k0o. after ( Read more... )

LoL, i haven't been here in a while. Nothing gr8 has happened. a few days ago i was listenin to FLY by Hilary Duff. There's a line in it that says "let go of ur yesterday" and another that says "find a dream u can follow ( Read more... )

This weekend was purty awesome. Thomas' bday was chill, all the club lines were infested w/humans, so we juss went to chill @ his house, to drink of course. At about 5am i realized i had to be @ work in 2 hours lol, so i called and left a vmail saying i had been barfing all night n that i wouldnt make it, hope i didnt sound too drunk lol. But they ( Read more... )

On Sunday i went to the hospital w/my sis n her man. we went to see my gramma. she's really sick. I felt bad cuz i was like..."whateverz" about it. It's not like i was ever close to her. But then...we walked into the room, all those tubes inside of her...and needles. they said if she hadn't gone to the hospital she woulda passed away...and shes on ( Read more... )

At first i thought my job was k0oL, i was so nice to the callers cuz i have an excellent plastic voice lol...so many yrs of being a receptionist do that 2 u ( Read more... )

that's a good one...funny subject for this entry, even though it's SO not true.

SO, NU YRS...

ah wtf, so im sittin here and im totally stuck. i guess it's cuz i dunno how to start or where to start. so much i wanna type in here i guess...all in all this entire nu yrs weekend was ...good. yeah, it was... fun! i got what i wanted, to see thomas on ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to MOCA (museum of contemporary art) w/lily/sasha. it was...k0oL, the pieces i understood, or thought i did at least lol. it's so weird how...things can be art lol. there was this one ...it was juss a bunch of stains, literally. and they were numbered and yeah. the one of sperm was weird, it was ..kinda yellowish or somethin, lol. ( Read more... )